Lola-Paradise

Watching her corpse next to my bed corner its so dead... all the heart ache and writing all these horrible memories of her face smiling all you can do is cry and tear up your face with your bare hands asking yourself "is that me?" crying harder, seeing what you think is your own death right before your eyes while watching the corpse's mouth move without sound Am I deaf? Am I insane? Waking up the next morning shaking like having a seizure and walking around through the house no one to confort or protect you from your own insanity and there face to face with the corpse schreeching the life out of your pale body waking u

Someone once told me you can love someone for who they are not there age and looks but there beliefs and personality How can people cheat on each other and never think  about how much it hurts just to make youre own pain ease... some wish to fade and not cuase pain without thinking theycare How hard you try youll never get over the one you truly love the heart aches last forever how you wished it just goes away when it just stays and never fades

As stars are falling the scars are apaling as tears are falling My mother is calling My fear is to be near Every one else Except myself Thats why I cry and wish to die Thats why I stay inside and watch time go by until the day I die